Easter/ the spring does weird to stuff to my mind. every year (except last year) since I was 15 I tend to start questioning my attitude and how I live my life and where i want to be in the future. I usually get uncharacteristically depressed for a few days and then come out of it when I vow to turn over a new leaf and live a more active life.
But then by june i realise I love being a lazy apathetic slob. Maybe for me living life to the fullest is just lounging around streaming various sporting events, playing poker talking inane nonsense and occasional binge drinking.