Sad to say this , but I won't be active here in PC , atleast from activity point of view . But would be there for seeing the posts etc. There's nothing much left in me TBH . It is just pushing through the life day to day , nothing else left . Forcefully have to live as it is life & can't do anything
Thank you that I met with PC , which kept me busy & is still keeping .
Just keeping this song here :
Hang in there mate, echoing what others have said.
I’ve had a rough couple of years too that have set me back significantly compared to my peers and I used to regret that in the past and indulge in a lot of self blame. All I know from personal experience is that things do get better even if that seems impossible at present and your future self would be extremely grateful to you for holding on and doing what you could when you were down, even if that means surviving to see the next day. If you feel extremely lost then I would recommend reaching out to a mental health expert if you are comfortable with that step.
My inbox is always open to you too should you feel the need for the same. Much power to you mate and I hope you get through whatever is ailing you at present.