I don't particularly worry about you, you cheated because you knew the truth, i'm more of a graphics maker than yourself, mainly due to experience.
If it bothers you that much to lose on an online forum to someone who's been making graphics for 4 years, to a guy who started about a year ago, then theres something wrong.
Theres no bad feelings from me, i dont have enough feelings for you for them to be bad, good or just normal.