Just started my second year. My last 8 or so matches in my first year passed in a blur.. I was getting sick of my stupid dismissals.. our team had come last in the 50 over and 4 day formats (T20 side tied the final but lost on countback, but that was before my end of season slump). One match I even tried a premeditated slog for 6 but got caught in the outfield.. I just didn't care.
Came into the next season with no change to my outlook, only had 3,000 odd career points (yes, that is not a typo.. 3,000). Now about 3 or 4 matches in with a fairly decent average (guessing it's about 20 or 30), already had a mid 40 score when I got out first ball after having a 30 minute break due to daughter distraction.. forgot the speed of the bowler facing the first ball in the middle of an over and scooped it to a fielder on the ring. Been real patient and structured with my play and scoring better. Really going to make an effort to not loose stupid wickets (still getting the occaional eye rolling runout).