Jaztheman
Chairman of Selectors
"Don’t stop looking you’re one step closer."
"Don’t stop searching it’s not over..."
The radio seems to always play the appropriate songs, for any occasion. Good Charlotte's song, Hold On, played on in the background as I sat down at my kitchen table, in my 4 bedroom Cottage. I've lived here all my life, not going to university or college. Heck, I haven't even been on holiday. There have been few reasons why I have been restrained in what I do as my household believes dreams come true. You're probably still wondering why Hold On by Good Charlotte is an appropriate song for the mood and atmosphere at the present time. Well I have a choice to make, in which I can not find the answer. I've always been a clever human being, making the right decisions and doing well in all I've done. But this is different. Two paths. Anyway, more background information before we get to the present. Where shall we start? We might as well start when my I realized my dream. My new dream.
I was 15 years old. A good all round sports player, whilst being an intellectual child. I was even more luck as to have good looks. Yes, I had what most children dream of at that age. I was being considered for my County side in Football and in Cricket! Life was just bewildering at the time. That was until my 16th birthday. The time when many things become legal. I invited all my mates round for a house party, whilst my family went to stay around my Aunt Beatriss. I had responsibility for once in my life. My parents had always been so protected and hadn't really given me the chance to be independent. They had now and I was absolutely loving it.
We raved all night long, there must of been hundreds of people around. School friends, sports friends, the lot. The night was unforgettable. For all the right reasons. Until around 4:30am. There was about 3 hours left until the house party ended. A few people had already gone home by this time though so it was getting more spacious and more people were enjoying their selves. Then I went to the toilet.
Whilst standing there with my trousers around my ankles, and urinating into the toilet, my best friend walked in. He was swaying one way to the other, beer in hand. He looked totally out of he. Then again, so did I. I quickly brought up my trousers and flushed the toilet. By the time I turned around he was already laying in the shower.
"I love you... you... you erm. I love you... ah."
"I think you've had a few too many."
"I think... that you need to... whats to word?"
"Help you up?"
"No.... Oh I dunno, doesn't matter... I love you."
Yeah he was completely out of it. I just chuckled quietly to myself and walked back out of the bathroom and continued back into the main party area. 20 minutes later and I hadn't seen my friend Geoff, the friend who caught me... you know. Peeing. Anyway, I found this strange. He was always on the dance floor. Had he gone home? Nah surely not, he would of came and told me how lovely I was and how much he loved me before he did that.
I walked back to the bathroom, not worried or anything, well I was a little bit as I hadn't had a beer in about an hour! I was supposed to be the first person drunk and I wasn't even drunk after hours and hours of partying. I found myself at the door of the bathroom and knocked... No reply came from within. I opened up the door, to find the shower on and with Geoff still inside, getting soaked. I laugh as I walk in to get him out.
"Geoff you twa... Ahhh!"
I ran towards Geoff to try and turn the shower off and get him out before he ruined his clothes. I hadn't anticipated that the floor would be so wet and would be incredibly slippery. The shower must of been on for ages! Regardless I had ran... and slipped. I fell down in almost slow motion and hit the ground hard. My body all bundled up. A certain cracking sound was met by the sound of Geoff being sick. Must of woken him up.
A whole 14 hours later and I woke up to find myself laying in a hospital bed. I had broken both my legs, one of my arms and 6 fingers. They said I was very lucky not to bang my head on the sink on the way down to the floor. My first thoughts was of my sporting future. I need to be able to train most nights for the next few years, and then even more so when I get into one of the sports I love.
"When can I play sport again?"
"That's the thing Mr.Edmonds.... You can't."
I broke down into a river of tears. Nothing no-one could say could console me and nothing could make me feel better - or worse. My life, my dreams and my ambitions had all been wiped out. One night of celebration of the start of my life. It might as well of been the end. Everything I wanted to do was to play sport. I needed to find a new hobby.
The next few years consisted of recovery and no sport being played. I had however taken up a new interest; cricket coaching. I had researched all about coaching. I knew most things about it. I vowed to myself to, as soon as I could, get all my coaching badges and become a cricket coach. Not just any coach. One of the best coaches in the world. If your going to dream then why not dream big?
Well this soon came true. The badges part, no the best coaches in the world part. Pfft, who do you think I am? Anyway I got all my badges, as I said I would. The strange thing? I got them in record time. I got all the badges, every single one, faster than anyone had ever done before. I was being proclaimed as the future of Coaching. Which brings us back to the present day.
So here I am. 21 years old. Life ahead of me. A choice I have to make sure is the right one. Do I go with this club or that club? I don't know. Both clubs want me, but I think one club needs me. Yes. Maybe they need me. But do I need them?
"Don’t stop searching it’s not over..."
The radio seems to always play the appropriate songs, for any occasion. Good Charlotte's song, Hold On, played on in the background as I sat down at my kitchen table, in my 4 bedroom Cottage. I've lived here all my life, not going to university or college. Heck, I haven't even been on holiday. There have been few reasons why I have been restrained in what I do as my household believes dreams come true. You're probably still wondering why Hold On by Good Charlotte is an appropriate song for the mood and atmosphere at the present time. Well I have a choice to make, in which I can not find the answer. I've always been a clever human being, making the right decisions and doing well in all I've done. But this is different. Two paths. Anyway, more background information before we get to the present. Where shall we start? We might as well start when my I realized my dream. My new dream.
I was 15 years old. A good all round sports player, whilst being an intellectual child. I was even more luck as to have good looks. Yes, I had what most children dream of at that age. I was being considered for my County side in Football and in Cricket! Life was just bewildering at the time. That was until my 16th birthday. The time when many things become legal. I invited all my mates round for a house party, whilst my family went to stay around my Aunt Beatriss. I had responsibility for once in my life. My parents had always been so protected and hadn't really given me the chance to be independent. They had now and I was absolutely loving it.
We raved all night long, there must of been hundreds of people around. School friends, sports friends, the lot. The night was unforgettable. For all the right reasons. Until around 4:30am. There was about 3 hours left until the house party ended. A few people had already gone home by this time though so it was getting more spacious and more people were enjoying their selves. Then I went to the toilet.
Whilst standing there with my trousers around my ankles, and urinating into the toilet, my best friend walked in. He was swaying one way to the other, beer in hand. He looked totally out of he. Then again, so did I. I quickly brought up my trousers and flushed the toilet. By the time I turned around he was already laying in the shower.
"I love you... you... you erm. I love you... ah."
"I think you've had a few too many."
"I think... that you need to... whats to word?"
"Help you up?"
"No.... Oh I dunno, doesn't matter... I love you."
Yeah he was completely out of it. I just chuckled quietly to myself and walked back out of the bathroom and continued back into the main party area. 20 minutes later and I hadn't seen my friend Geoff, the friend who caught me... you know. Peeing. Anyway, I found this strange. He was always on the dance floor. Had he gone home? Nah surely not, he would of came and told me how lovely I was and how much he loved me before he did that.
I walked back to the bathroom, not worried or anything, well I was a little bit as I hadn't had a beer in about an hour! I was supposed to be the first person drunk and I wasn't even drunk after hours and hours of partying. I found myself at the door of the bathroom and knocked... No reply came from within. I opened up the door, to find the shower on and with Geoff still inside, getting soaked. I laugh as I walk in to get him out.
"Geoff you twa... Ahhh!"
I ran towards Geoff to try and turn the shower off and get him out before he ruined his clothes. I hadn't anticipated that the floor would be so wet and would be incredibly slippery. The shower must of been on for ages! Regardless I had ran... and slipped. I fell down in almost slow motion and hit the ground hard. My body all bundled up. A certain cracking sound was met by the sound of Geoff being sick. Must of woken him up.
A whole 14 hours later and I woke up to find myself laying in a hospital bed. I had broken both my legs, one of my arms and 6 fingers. They said I was very lucky not to bang my head on the sink on the way down to the floor. My first thoughts was of my sporting future. I need to be able to train most nights for the next few years, and then even more so when I get into one of the sports I love.
"When can I play sport again?"
"That's the thing Mr.Edmonds.... You can't."
I broke down into a river of tears. Nothing no-one could say could console me and nothing could make me feel better - or worse. My life, my dreams and my ambitions had all been wiped out. One night of celebration of the start of my life. It might as well of been the end. Everything I wanted to do was to play sport. I needed to find a new hobby.
The next few years consisted of recovery and no sport being played. I had however taken up a new interest; cricket coaching. I had researched all about coaching. I knew most things about it. I vowed to myself to, as soon as I could, get all my coaching badges and become a cricket coach. Not just any coach. One of the best coaches in the world. If your going to dream then why not dream big?
Well this soon came true. The badges part, no the best coaches in the world part. Pfft, who do you think I am? Anyway I got all my badges, as I said I would. The strange thing? I got them in record time. I got all the badges, every single one, faster than anyone had ever done before. I was being proclaimed as the future of Coaching. Which brings us back to the present day.
So here I am. 21 years old. Life ahead of me. A choice I have to make sure is the right one. Do I go with this club or that club? I don't know. Both clubs want me, but I think one club needs me. Yes. Maybe they need me. But do I need them?